"I think I've often spent 15 years with a plain woman like you. I'm tired of it."
My husband said to me when he parted ways and realized that I'm not worthy of a woman.
I have no self-esteem or desire for approval...I was a lonely 42-year-old middle-aged woman.
At that moment, I learned about live streaming.
As the number of listeners increased and they received donations, streaming became a purpose in my life.
Everyone's attention is being paid to me, middle-aged women in their 40s.
Everyone needs me.I'm not a plain woman.
My desire for approval escalated day by day.
